For my favourite person ❤️
But before anything else, I want you to know how much you mean to me.
From your Deepanshu ❤️
I know I’ve been angry sometimes. I’ve spoken rudely. I’ve reacted in ways I shouldn’t have, and I know my words can hurt you.
And honestly… I’m sorry.
You don’t deserve the rude version of me. You deserve patience, understanding, kindness, and someone who makes you feel safe and loved.
Sometimes my emotions come out completely wrong. But that doesn’t excuse my behaviour, not even a little.
I’m not saying this just to make things okay for the moment. I genuinely want to get better at understanding you, talking to you, and handling my own feelings.
— Deepanshu ❤️Sometimes I may get angry.
Sometimes I may say the wrong thing.
Sometimes I may not express myself the way I should.
But none of that changes how deeply I care about you.
And I know something else…
I know the love you give me isn’t something I should ever take for granted.
I notice it.
I value it.
And I respect it.
Because you’re the person I can be completely myself with.
Because life is just a little cuter with you.
Because no matter how grown-up I act, I’ll always have a soft corner for you.
Because out of everyone, you’re the one I want beside me.
Because being understood by you feels like home.
I don’t want a perfect relationship.
I want a real one.
One where we both grow, forgive, understand, laugh, fight sometimes, make up, and keep choosing each other.
I’m writing this because I’m better at feeling things than saying them, and when I’m upset, I’m even worse. You’ve seen that side of me, and you didn’t deserve it.
I’m sorry, Babu. For the sharp tone, for the things I said without thinking, for every time I made you feel small when all you were doing was caring about me. I’m not going to pretend it didn’t happen or explain it away.
Here’s what I actually want you to know. I love you. Properly, quietly, loudly, all of it. I notice how you love me, the little things, the patience, the way you stay soft with me even when I’m being impossible. I respect that more than I always show.
You’re my Kuchu Puchu, and somehow even my bad days feel lighter because you exist in them. You’re my Baby, the one person I never want to be careless with.
I don’t want my anger or my bad moments to overshadow everything beautiful between us, because there’s so much of it. Our silly jokes, our random conversations, the way you make ordinary days feel like something.
I’ll keep working on myself. Not for a day, not to get through this week, but for us. You are incredibly important to me, and I want to keep growing with you.
Also, I’m still your dumb Deepanshu. Please keep me. 🧸
Yours, always ❤️Okay… one last thing, Baby.
More than I sometimes know how to explain.
I’m sorry for the moments I hurt you.
Thank you for loving me.
And thank you for being my Babu. ❤️